Damnit

Dunno lar.. Feeling kinda wierd today, must be because of lack of sleep in the morning... After the econs paper, cannot guage lar, that why i hate humanities never know whether u can scored or not, let's just hope, i can scrapped an Ad or at least an A lar. it will make me feel better knowing that Uni is not a unattainable goal.

After paper, walked with diana, andrew, clarence & deborah for a while before i left to go to orchard. I met Jun Sheng and Jasper, sort of missed them lar, Jun Sheng always smiling lar, very radiant personality. I mean when we sec 4 dat time, in ncc, i was like always damn stress but den see what the medics are doing ncc suddenly feels fun again. and so they alighted at heeren, while i went to the atrium to play arcade, i tell u if u saw playing the way i was playing u could tell i was in some sort of a daze lor, i mean like i was practically let the bullets hit me. After playing, i went to the bus stop to take 65. Den 65 always damn lag one lar, so i took 14 den at Great World, i saw 65 behind alighted and took the bus home. I reached home, still like some sort of a daze, best part i know i should be hungry but i din feel hungry ( i mean like i din have anything for breakfast and it was like 2pm) but den mum ask me whether i wanted to have lunch, so she cooked for me, while i stared blankly at the computer screen.

After lunch, i decided to start revising for CIP which is the whole damn book lar. I read a little den fell asleep, was awoken but the tv outside at around 4 but i decided to try and sleep a little,thinking of burning midnite oil.

You know something farni, onli ppl on my contact in my good friend actually, msg me on msn leh, it's like quite sad lar. the rest of the time i need to initiate the conversation and when i become really stagnant rite, it just feels like i the onli idiot in the conversation.

Den dunno why today, talk a lot of cock to my sis while she was complaining about how the skool she's teaching in sux. And that student was learning for the sake of scoring in exams and not for love of the topic being taught. But i guess i'm guilty of that too lar. It not that we don't like the subject , if we dun like, we won't taking it liao, it more like cos our grades sux, so adding the redundant info is gonna make us more confused and more stressed when we freeze during the paper