How Long has it been?

It's funny how time creeps up on you... Sometimes, you feel that time is moving too slowly and you can't help but wished it accelerates... And Others, you feel that there just ain't enough time..and wish that you could just stop time..

Yesterday, i met the Legion Peeps for Dinners and we talked for close to 2hrs at pasta mania and you discover that everyone has changed. Not as in our personalities but our appearance, what we have been doing has become so distinctively different, our lives have changed. For better ? or For worst ? What has keep us in contact is now just a fragment of the past that we had shared together, the four years in the SJI, 4 yrs in legion of mary, 4 yr in QOAS, the 2 yrs in 2e3. It makes you now wonder what has God planned for us?

Today, i went to went my ancestors at the columbarim, and one thing i discovered was the year. Each time you go back to visit their graves, you discover the the different from the time the died to the present date is always increasing. But when we live each day as it comes, wondering why life is so boring, why there isn't anything special happening, why the special some1 hasn't come along, you nv seem to notice that time is passing us by and not looking back. It was not long ago when i sister ann died. But visiting her grave, i suddenly discover that it has already been ten years.

I used to think that getting to the end is all there is to life, but i am wrong, it's not about getting dere. It's about how we get dere. Will we get dere alone, will we be rmbed when we leave this world, will our name be just another combination of letters on a crumpled piece of death certificate?

This is the cruelty of time, no matter how hard we try, we can never turn better time. No matter how hard we try to foresee our future, we can never really predict what happened.