A weekend of Reflection & Moving Forward

Basically, i started my day watching cartoon & slacking. After lunch, i took a bus to town, on the way dere, i had this note pad with me, and i was scribbling a lot of stuff. It started off with who am i? and it went on and on until i filled about 10 pages of the notepad. I mean basically asked every question i could think of. Why am i named this, who are my best friends? why are they my best friends? how do i feel? why do i feel this way? etc etc etc. Guess i'll have to burn that notepad so no one will know all of my secrets.. lolz.. oh i'm so vain.. like who care about what i wrote in dere except mayb... me..

By den i had reached Plaza Singapura. I stopped dere to buy a drink at carrefour den went to the Atrium Arcade to play. Played the usual, Striker 1945 III, den Time Crisis III, It was crap in a way cos i basically just killed time instead of improving. I mean even playing is an art don't you think so. I decided to go to Holy Family for mass today, cos the two weeks ago i went to Sacred Heart, the week before i went to Christ The King, I was there quite early i surposed, so i recited the rosary. Mass wasn't too bad, i mean mass at different churches always feels different. The message in the homily was something about preparing for the coming of the lord as we do not know when he is coming. In this season of christmas we shouldn't be materialistic goals but about how to change ourselves for the better spiritually and emotionally.

Anthony wanted to watch a movie before he leaves for China. So i made my way back to town to catch polar express with him. Getting back to town was rather tiring i made it so i have to say. I ran 3 bus stops cos i never like waiting for buses i mean i rather do some exercise while waiting. So i met ant for the movie. It wasn't too bad, but i have to say, it could have been better. the atmosphere in theatre was a very dull one, i tink cos the crowd was an adult crowd that why, i mean thankfully got this boy behind us making some comments that we can joke about. Okies after that movie, we played arcade den went home. I dunno y today i have been running a lot. You know at the junction where bus turned right at PS and Park Mall, I saw 143, Den i was crap it's so late, might be the last bus. So i sprinted like some crazy kid to the bus stop opposite Sacred Heart Church about 150m liddat. Quite tiring.

Sunday Morning, i woke up for mass, reached the church at around 825am liddat, was feeling damn sian when i saw who was at the choir dere, NOT a single guy. Which mean i the onli guy again. Sian. Luckily, Q came or else i would have felt damn awkward, cos i would have been the only guy. 1st Sunday of Advent, using the ritual prayer series we used last year. Which mean there's score for parts( good cos dun need to anyhow whack, Bad cos need to follow the part and cannot anyhow whack). But i was like thinking what's the point of harmonizing lar, I'm the only tenor dere cos mr. Idol Chris wasn't dere. but den cos Del sang her alto part i decided to join in. After mass, discovered a few more P6. Gals have join the choir. I'm happy that the choir is getting big, but i wasn't that thrilled, i mean like more and more gals are joining but there isn't a single guy. So there's like 20+ gals and wad... 5 guys? Me, Q, Chris, Vernon and Nick. But den again. What matter is that we are having fun when we singing. I think the guys have an unofficial motto : anyhow whack. Why cos we partially never turn up for practices. And quite crap del volunteered for me to do Gospel Acclamation in two weeks time, ok lar at least it isn't the psalm.

So i came home around 11am watch a little cartoon, took a really long nap. woke up have lunch, read news paper, watch my beloved anime, went to sleep again( pig lar .. wad to do.. it was raining really nice to sleep.woke up to have dinner, watch tv, read news paper, played DOTA, and now i'm typing this blog entry.