Saturday, April 09, 2005

Things are gonna get busy

Things are gonna get busy soon, so i betta jot down what i have meant to jot down a week ago.

First of all, i have to save how saddened i am by the news of the Pope's death. There goes another one of my idols. It was not so much because he's the head of the catholic church but because of what he has done and what he exemplified throughout his life. He was raised up mostly by his dad cos his mom died young. To think that he didn't turned astray. Having lived through the war, he did not become like some of those miserable people who talked about how miserable life was. He on the otherhand, keep a positive image on life and lived each day to the fullest. Most importantly, he was prayerful, a person who share his troubles and burdens with GOD. something that i find rather difficult even to some1 i can't see but i know is there.

I dun remember what i have done on monday already. But tuesday was rather memorable. it began when i woke up around 11 plus. and having read the sms sent by anthony, i rushed down to cineleisure cos i promised( yes promised) to watch howl's moving castle wid him. However he pang seh me and at but 1250 i sent him this msg. If you're replying me, i'm gonna watch INSTALL alone liao. And so that was what i did. I have to say it's a damn good movie, i love it. It sort of touch emotions was very close to my heart as well. So if u wanna know what the show is about go watch. I'm not telling at all. After the movie, i loitered around Cine. Yes cos mr anthony finally decides to call me and tell me that he's doing a Medical Examination and will meet me later. In the end, we watch Howl in the evening. okies lar, i was trying damn hard to make it a good movie for him by not telling what was going to happen next. Ya cos i used to do that for a lot of my pals. After the movie, we went to Sportslink/ world of sport dunno which one lar, he tried on some apparels while i admired a pair of running shorts cos it's like damn ex and i'm contemplating whether to buy or not. in the end i din buy. We made our way down to PS, talking the whole darn journey, oso dun rmb what we talked about but i guess that being able to have some1 listen to u crap feels good once in a while. After dinner, i walked wid him to the MRT before we parted and i went to the bus stop. And can u believe, i got so darn fed up of waiting for the bus, i walked to the next stop and at the next stop, the bus still have arrive so i continued walking.( from parkmall, to winston house to somerset mrt den Cine den i make a shortcut and arrived at grange road) ya basically the whole stretch of orchard. At grange, i waited like another 5 mins before the darn 65 arrived. ya when i alighted, there was one 65 right in front and another right behind. Basket lar make me wait so long.

Next day, i decided to buy the short afterall and went back to buy. Yep it just feels too good. I was in time for a movie called 3-Iron so i went to watch. It's a good show but damn lame lar. The lead actor din even touch, he didn't even have a dialogue. these day, something else that was very close to my mind was me feeling very displaced about the whole Pope's Death, i was feeling guilty cos here i am enjoying myself whereas somewhere else, there are people mourning his death and i can still say that he is my idol/ role model.

Thursday, went to kevin's house for a while before going to out to DOTA, feel bored lar but i guess it's not too bad. Friday, i stay home to watch the Pope's Funeral. i was damn pissed with samuel lar, keep disturbing me while i was trying to reflect. The whole funeral was alittle long for me and i sort of fell asleep during the eucharistic celebration(grasps it's like the most impt part during mass). But because the whole event was televised with a running commentary, it didn't feel like a mass, but i managed to listen to the readings, psalms, the homily and the final rite. It felt really a moment of sadness when the coffin was turned to face the crowd of St Peter's Square almost as if it signified good bye my brethren and kinsmen.

At 7 plus, i went out to meet kevin and gang. training for Dota and now i'm back typing this long entry cos i going for a retreat camp tmr. And the retreat is meant to reflect on other stuff not this so i guess i betta type this down first. Okies gotta pack my bag for tmr and go to sleep

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