Study Break

Yep Study Break is over, And the Exams are bringing in 8 hours' time and what is my head right now which are not as impt as the facts for tomorrow's Paper but somehow if i don't type it out, i don't i will be able to focus. First of all Happy birthday to me, yes i'm 18 i.e i can watch a M18 movie, learning drive, drink and enter the Army.But what's more impt is that i'm glad that i have friends that actually remember my birthday. Though i would have wished that those that were once my best friends would remember and just sms but nvm i guess. It's not quantity that matters but quality. I'm glad i have friends who will go out of their way to spend time to celebrate my bday with me.

Next time, i really wished GOD made a stronger person. Strong as in Superman, not i'm mean emotionally strong, BRAVE, Courageous. Why am i saying this, there are so many times, that i just feel like going up to that fella who's smoking and give him a piece of my mind. Or actually walking up to a stranger and strike a conversation. Another ting, I dunno why i feel so hopeless, going through all those leadership courses and all those stuff, i can still be that hopeless and indecisive boy looking up at that statue and say "someday, i'm gonna be just like him"

I spent Maundy thursday with the Legion ppl and you could have seen how much have changed. Not just us, being no longer in SJI, but how much we all have growned and all of us feeling so tired and missing our times we had at sji. And observing the sec 1 and 2, i cannot onli say how different they are from us. This group of sec 1s went up to this J2 gals in church and ask for her no. I mean like okies, she's quite pretty but the location cannot be worst and still they asked. If it was me, i wouldn't have asked. But den again it's just me. Good Friday passed quickly with me sleeping through the afternoon and den saturday went by really quickly with me trying to squeeze econ and BMGT into my head before meeting my pals to discuss about DOTA and Competition it was damn fun to just lame around using lame hero to push our way to towers in 28 mins.

Today watched, this show called MISSMATCH and i come across a new term "Love Addict". now seriously, i feel like one too, be in love with love and what it represents instead whether it exists anot.

And so i think i will end here to leaving many tings unanswered and can't be bothered to say cos i too sick to answer. Till My next update most prob after MAEC chaoz