The inevitability of change

It's been a really long time since i've last blogged. Well it's not so much that i don't want to blog or have nothing to blog but more like i didn't had the time(at one point), and at the other time while i'm at home, i just can't blog cos my com is in the living room and you never know who will be behind you while you're blogging. So you can very much guess that's i'm not at home, and i'm definitely not in school at this kind of time. So where the hell am I? i'm not telling.


The Inevitability of change

Changes are taking place every moment of our lives, every second that we have breathe and is going to breathe. We are going to grow old, change from an infant, to a toddler, to a schooler, a teen and eventually an adult before finally being an eldery awaiting his end. This is a fact of life, even if we don't want it to happen, it will. With each passing day, we become more matured and have a better understanding of this world we live in both and that is why there are so many questions that i had never asked are now popping into my head.

Why izzit that the world is the way it is. Why am i a guy and not a gal? why that i feel so insecure of myself so much uncertainty...And why izzit that i want changes to take place but the changes that i want to see take place are not? Why~!~!~!~!




The Good & The Bad

In span of three weeks, that seemed so long then, now feels so short. A lot has happened and i think that there were a number of good things

First the bad stuff, I mean these past weeks had been very fucked up for me i guessed. first my laptop spoilt and till now is not completely repaired yet and den no matter what i did for the past weeks had turned out bad. Seriously hope that this bad shriek will turn for better. And the damn feeling is back again. It's seriously haunting me. Must be because of the many movies i've been watching talking about love and happy endings, the wedding mass that i've been singing for. What am i talking about? i'm talking about relationships. Yes BGR. I hope to one day be in one but the truth is that i don't need it now. So ironic that i'm saying i don't have a gf and i don't need a gf and all when i feel so lonely sometimes start to think that wouldn't it be great if i had a gal who would listen to my displeasure and why don't i have a gf now. Oh well when the time is right, it will happen i guess.

Now the good stuff and i have to say it aint must okies mayb my POA and MAEC result are not too bad( yet not too bad onli could have done betta) BCA dun even want to talk about it, my A is barely in range with all those careless mistakes i've made. WCOM looks screwed so i'm not thinking about it at all. Okies that's bout it for the good stuff about me. But i'm happy for a lot people too. For my juniors who did relatively well for the O'lvls. Some of them did do badly but i guess they still more or less happy and decided where to go. I still how fucked up the decision and transition was for me. And also quite happy for Anthony cos he passed his chinese. He got a D7 ya, he happy with it cos knowing him, if he din't fail chinese it's all good.

i actually have more to type but somehow i feel kinda brain drained just typing for such a long time. Anyway, Happy Bday to Pravin, Royston, my niece Rena, and of cos me, we're gonna be one year older very soon. Just a matter of hours now.