Long Long time

It's been a very long time since i've last blog, not because i have nothing to blog but more like i too busy, tired and sometimes even too frustrated to blog.

Let's go back about a month in time to Open house. Open house was a great experience for me. On the first day, i was assigned to the NP-Clementi shuttle on the first shift and i have to say i feel so out of place, so nervous, so jittery and so frustrating, how come i just feel like i don't have that kind of presence. so it felt like the lowest point in the ambassadors. in the afternoon, i switch places with lisa and helped out at the booth, it was so much more fun for me, i tink that i just do like talking that much. Anyway the next two days was a lot of work but sure a lot of fun, i got to interact with more of the ambassador and felt better as i felt like i doing more. But that wad's drives people isn't it. Knowing how you are benefitting the group from the duties you have been doing.

the following week was study break. But somehow study breaks are not usually the time for studying but more of a time for reflecting, recuperating but i did do a little studying lar. monday went back to skool for WCOM make up tutorial den oso do WCOM project. here's the frustrating thing, i never seem to be able to get the group to do their work deligently and not leave it to the last minute. Sure if it's an individual work i am guilty of doing ting the last minute as week but, the point is, i am not the sort of people who is very forceful but more a good friend type an companion. Damnit lar, i hate being the leader.

the following was common test week. the common test were okies so i won't comment much on em. i would like to talk more on the crazy weekend i have, on friday, we spent the nite playing dota from 8 to 1130.when i reached home, i play dota once again. the next day, i woke up in the morning to go to school for the garang gunee collection drive. it was quite fun. Afterwards, me, chris and lisa headed down to the hyatt for the Principal treat at the straits kitchen. the food was great, the ambience was asian. we took a lot of photo and some how alot of the guys were dressed in black, cool huh, great minds tink alike. Terence, Keith, Altantis and i den headed down to heeren. Sorta done some window shopping, and from dere, we parted. i headed down to ps to play the arcade and den meet anthony to go for mass at Sacred Heart for mass. Mum and Dad were dere for mass as well. They wanted to go liang court afterwards to eat but there is no more food court, so they decided to go to tiong bahru. As for me and ant, we headed back to PS to have dinner den watch Flight of the Phoenix. It's not bad, but not that good either. After the movies, we headed home. Next morning, woke up to go for mass again. Was damn fun lar, chris is back after his 1.5 mth break. I wasn't feeling well so we took turn doing harmony, he would do one verse and i would do one.

the following week which is dis week, most of the stuff was e learning, and as usual got project & assignments to complete but den again my group not in the mode to do again lar. And it kinda affect my mood in the evening when i was doing some thinking, somehow a lot of the time, i feel like i'm the only person who is worried about school work and so there a elearning assignment for POA so i did it with benny instead. And so chinese new year arrived.

Tuesday had reunion dinner at uncle joe's home, and as usual the yu Sheng was damn big lar. there was 10 ppl dere but somehow the serving for yu sheng was like for 20 ppl. in the end, i was eating a lot yusheng and less of the other dishes ( yu sheng is like the main dish). Din even need to eat rice and u can feel full alreadi.
next day, went for mass, den went to uncle joe's house, Godpa and Godma din was dere. After that we went to ah gu's house and a lot of my niece and nephews were dere. Roxanne damn cute keep playing with me. den after that, Clara came and play as well. All the older kids were like glued to the tv. Sianzation. after that went to tua yi's house den played a little mahjong and watched them play more mahjong. After that rachel and roxanne, Ryan, rena, came oso. So was more or less playing with em and melvin and melody. Sis kept saying Jasper was so cute. And i was thinking that Jareld look like jack jack ( the incredibles lolz).

Friday, went to school for CATS, den afterwards went to meet the gang to go to ant's home, we lamed around for awhile den headed to town to meet alex and we went to play lan. Headquarters was damn pack, so we went to netspiel to play, Den ant and alex became members dere. We are all now D member except henry who got his membership in toa payoh.We played two round of Dota den went home.

Saturday, went to ang's home. Den me and gerard left to go to toa payoh. suppose to go for mass but in the end didn't. After that, i met kevin and henry to go vist gareth's house, dere we played mai luck and watched soccer. Boon Keng pro man, doing cross-stitch. the "proiest" ting is he barely done and he has until monday to complete. After that we went home by Nel, Kevin stop at dhoby, Boon Keng at outram and i at harbourfront. From harbourfront i took a long walk home, 30 mins, i was thinking and singing some songs. cos the road was damn empty and there was no one in sight. We were talking about poly and jc and stuff.

And the way home, i came up with this, Sure, you can take a different round, it may be faster, it may be slower, it may be harder, it may be easier but at the end of it all, we reach the same destination. At the end of the day, wad we will rmb is not whether we got dere or not, but rather how we got there. the process. the way of life.