No Longer A Teen, No Yet A Man

Well... it's been a while since my last post and a lot has happened. Well there was the exams,registration for university, then going back to school to do mr after the exams,ambassadors retreat camp, class chalet, passing my basic theory, henry's commissioning parade, final semester results and my fervent hunt for my fossil watch and countless movies i've watched to make me realise that i'm come to another crossroad, and so say as a door is closing, another is opening. And since i'm old now, i guess i can take the time to slowly write the last few thoughts of my teenage adolesences.

Exams had always been a nagging pain in the ass cos of the hours spent being couped up in the library having no one to talk to or forcing myself to not talk to everyone and just trying to force every sentence, every point into the brain with whatever method, acronymss, mind maps, copying and mugging. going through past year papers and when i look back, i will remember this being the time and effort = results.

Ah, straight after the examination, we quickly realised that we only have a few days left to register for uni and so we all rushed to prepare our documents and i realise at the very moment of registration, the question is back what do you really want to do with your life. You really think that business is for u? but then i guess i've come to like business, the thrill and adrenaline rush of deadlines and presentation and the insurmountable amount of work.

den there's mr that never seems to end cos we keep doing and doing and doing during holiday periods. so glad it's finally over. So after that was class chalet, it started out bland and boring cos there was onli the guys dere and a few of alf friends and we played mahjong, den it got lamed cos gerard came, and it got boring when everyone left except me, clement, alf and his friend, and then morning, in the afternoon more people came and in the evening it got lively when the rest of the class came, we took photos, played mahjong drank redbull vodka.

Oh i missed retreat camp, the turn out kinda blowed cos there was just so few year 3 ambs there and i din really got to take pic with all of them. but i guess it was still good. So gonna them, the all so beautiful angeline, cheerful serene teo, auntie shu ann who happens to be my leader, auntie lisa, idol TeoXu,deep voice Josh, keith, chris, neng hao, zhi kai, ven, wen fang, terence, zaid, jonathan, eugenie, amanda, jun wei and the many many more.

The next big event was Henry's commissioning parade, it's just so grand, the ceremony, so perfect and so up to standard. You just feel the prestige and grandeur in the event. All their work has not been waste. We took only one foto but it's so ironic in a way cos we had one taken in sec 4 when we're all in uniform except him and now it's the opposite. what a way to remind us of our friendship. and what a way to remind us of the path we must strive for. Officer or Man( wahahah).

ok now onto results. My results are good, very good to be exact but i felt shortchanged of my mcom A but oh well, goes to show how much details and efforts we have to put in for mcom so congrats to rebs for getting the Ad for MCOM. cos we did proj together therefore u can tell that the deciding factor was the exam and u've aced it congrats. with that i grad with 3.7313 good enuff for com but nothing else i guess. lol. Guess there no point praying for some book prize or some medals that is not in sight what so ever. It's time to move on

Okies, must watch movies on my list now is the history boys trust me it's damn good and 300. u wanna know the meaning of idealism. watch both.

I went out yesterday for a birthday celebration with 538 and i got a really nice bag from them. Thanks a million for it. It was great meeting up with ya all.

Okay finally down to today, i spent half the day dreaming at home watching tv and watching anime and then i left home for town pretty aimlessly. I ended up walking the entire ps, playing the arcade, walking to meridien, to orchard point and back to plaza singapura and not being able to decide which watch to buy den i met up with my sis and we just walked some more. and some more. then she left for home, while i remain there to contemplate about what i've been doing. I'm been wasting my time, going about in circle and without any results( unless u consider the exercising from walking and running). and so in the end despite the many choices i tot i had, i ended buying a fossil watch from watch house in harbourfront. yeah and i initially noted one puma and another fossil. So hopefully in a few days' time, i'll be able to map out my plans and stop being so aimless and wasting time and effort liddat...

With this, thank you all for remembering my bday. Love ya all(not in a gay way). ciaoz