Sunday, December 07, 2008

Renewal

It's been too long since i've last blog. So long ago that probably no one ever visits this place anymore. Well, it's fine by me. Actually, it's better. This way, i don't have to so conscious of what i would like to express and what i would actually need to censor.

But yeah, due to the fact that i'm still in NS and am obliged to follows the many rules and regulations, directives and General Order of Mindef. There is just so much i can say about the joys and woes of going through BMT, OCS, and now unit life. There's really alot i could gripe about but let's just skip all the unpleasant things. Guys who went NS dun need me to add on. Girls will never understand. Guys who have yet to enter, well you'll find out in due time. All i can say is that change is taking place, but it can never be as fast as you want it to be.

I have many thoughts actually about my current predicament. My ignorance, my lack of self-motivation, my lack of self-confidence, my nonchalence and my wavering desire for the betterment of tmr. So many pet projects i have for myself. But none of them are close to complete. Few are taking shape but who can be blamed except me. Hopefully, in due time, in the not so distant future, i can all the time set aside to accomplish all the task i've jotted down for myself.

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