Friday, June 29, 2007

Frames

I took off my frameless spectacles and wore my plastic black-rimmed spectacles(for NS-use). There was something different with what i was seeing. The new sight came along with a slight headache, a sudden quicken heart rate and a gush of uncertainty and fear. Words like 'Fear', 'Restrictions', 'Obligations', 'Rules & Regulations' surfaced. And then came the realization that life's gonna change.

The old and boring "sight" suddenly felt vast and wide, bringing along with it massive potentials of love & happiness, success. Unlike the vision through the dark-frames where things seemed more rigid and inflexible with only one way out i.e. surviving the one yr 10 mths.

Having said all that, i have to admit that i should been more focused with the many things in my life, because the freedom in the hands of someone as ill-disciplined as me has left me unfocused and at the end of it not much progress. My ideals are too big and far too wide to fit into a single frame. You would have to step back to get the full picture. But if you did that, you would have lost much of the clarity and focus. What i and most people's dream is too big for one person alone. And the only way out is to share the dream with others: our many friends, family(s).

Even that is a long shot, for most one in their sane mind would place you in greater importance over themselves unless of cos he/she is truly, madly and deeply in loved with you. And so it come down to this notion of Faith, Fate, Destiny, God's Will, living on a day by day basic, believing that each action, choice, decision you make is the one that will bring you closer to the end, to meeting the people you need to meet. No Man is a island, Your Dream of Happiness is every man's dream eventhough each person journey towards it is different.

I used to believe( yeah like until a few minutes ago) that if i had the heart, the will, the determination, i would be able learn everything there is to be know, but i guess one has to surrender to the fact that there's is just too much to know. If we are to go far, we need to move forward together, as friends,as a family, one society, one nation.

Impt Quotes to Remember.

Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish
The Journey of A Thousand Miles Begins with a Single Step
Live Each Day As If It Is Your Last