The Spur of the Moment

Okies the past few days, has been a emotional drain/ drag for me. I haven feel so low on motivation & morale and emotions are just seem so unneeded for a long time.

Well it must be cos of the fact that for every exam so far, i've been losing marks for the stupidest of mistakes which i know but just fucking lost my cool during the exam and lost the mark. Bleah.. Tmr getting back blaw... not gonna be pretty.

now i'm feeling slightly better having been able to laugh at my stupid mistakes while playing arcade with my friends. it was just so farni, ultimately i guess it all about having fun. If you losing and you feel fucked up... u're just gonna feel fucked up at the end of it. so i guess it's the best to feel happy and cheerie even if life just completely screws with you. Now it just simply sound like we should try and enjoyed being fucked or something(l0l, haha, come on why not man, sex is cool man... wahahaha)

anyway, the last time i was talking about perfection being flawed. well i guess it really is. I mean wad makes a thing/person or wadeva not perfect? Well the dictionary says something that is perfect is something that is not lacking in anything or in any particular way. ) okies still dun detect the flaw in this concept of perfection.

well, how do u define a perfect wife? pretty? fair? nice figure? lively? adorable? sweet? good mother? smart? sociable? etc etc i mean come on even if u find someone who fits that description, do you she'll love u. (point 1)

Point 2 being okies how to do define a perfect score. Okies i'm in poly now, GPA 4.0 would mean a perfect score.. Rite? well not quite. It depends how u define perfect. Is perfect straight Distinction, Straight As or a mixture of both and so if it's a mixture of both, den how can it be perfect. it's not pure.

Perfect is not an absolute standard for many things in life. It's a relative standard. it depends on the eyes of the beholder. some1 with low expectation or different interest will think that with all these thing going for him. it's perfect.
But for another it's far from perfection.

So is there an perfect answer to the question? is Perfect perfect? well i guess for me there just isn't such a ting anymore.