Calm before the storm

Well, i guess the next few days gonna be hectic ones and so while i still have the chance, i'm gonna write down what has happened recently.

Well Saturday, went to had reunion dinner at dom's place, Mikael is kinda cute and chubby but dunno why i cannot never make him laugh, well i guess i really can't make ppl laugh, oh well who cares, maybe this is one area i had to improve in, to be more relaxed. Reunion Dinner was a new yet old experience cos yi pa was dere and den there was mikael and we were at dom's place, his house is like a dream home minus the nursery for the kid, i mean it feels so comfortable, i can probably stay in there for the whole day and feel at peace. Got to drink champagne and white wine, Gavi, taste very light like rielsing. But i still missing drink reilsing. At nite, a slight quarrel with my mom and my stupid sis dunno what's wrong just have to keep going against me. it was against i'm completely at fault.

Sunday morning, went to church in formal, den after that, decided to change out of it cos the shirt was a little baggy. After, dunno wad's wrong with my sis and she goes against my notion again. I really think she has a damn short fuse. Well the rest of the day was spent visiting relatives and it really feels different from when i was younger. The money didn't really matter anymore, ang baos have lost their effect but what was more important was what was going on with other's life. Well after i got back, i went to do some work on ECD , i got ppl to do the surverys and stuff den went to sleep and somehow i just couldn't sleep and in the end i slept until 12 plus the next day. Den in the afternoon, i did some compiling and stuff and took my time to shower and stuff and get out of the house. Well instead of going straight to town, i took a bus to telok blangah height and had a stroll to labrador park. Not to tink of it, singapore should have more parks and gardens for us to relax in. I was kinda of down, cos of my sis foreverly critical of me. and den as they were taking pictures with her in the graduation gown... when will it be my turn to have people feel proud of what i have done( well it's actually just a small matter) but i guess, as all the unhappiness and unsatisfied needs accumulated and i just dun seem to have a clear solution written out, i just feel miserable, and they walk in the park was what i need to clear my mind, enjoy the water clashing against the breakwaters and families playing together, kids at the playground and the occassional pretty gals blading past u. I found peace in that moment. After that i went to meet the legion ppl in town. It was kinda funny as i was talking to this guy on the fone about the legion gathering and i just couldn't recognize his voice and i was like damn paiseh to ask and so i was like saying we meet in town and stuff. onli after he put down his fone did i realised that i was patrick. lol i mean this always happen, i onli realised about stuff after a while, it's almost as if there's something holding back that tot at those moments in time. Well gathering was kinda good, played mahjong, got to know what some of them were up to and stuff and discovered that patrick smoked. Haiz, he spoilt my image of him, oh well, hopefully he'll eventually quit.

tuesday, i woke up around 1130, watch tv and then parents went out and sis went out and i played com and stuff before leaving the house around 4 plus to head for town, well, took a me a long time to get to town, den i saw this gal at the interchange( cos i took 131 and wanted to change to 16 but it took forever) anyway, i tot she was kinda pretty but she definitely wasn't my type(many reasons for this) but the ting was there was this ah ma kept asking her stuff and she was like em yeah, and answered them one by one and i was like i'm impressed, she actually kept her cool, cos i could tell that she was kinda irritated alreadi. ah well, the bus finally came and i got to nap till i reach town to play arcade, well din complete any game. You know wad i noticed, i'm actually a quiet attention seeker. I dun want too much attention but i like to know that there is someone paying attention to me. I mean it shows in the results of the games. It was as if the need to impress was the motivation to focus and excel. but oh well, bad luck carried forward from last nite, end up din complete tc 2 or 3, den die at stage 5 of striker bleah. Oh well, met meng and kevin den had dinner at mr beans, first time tasting the chicken chop, it's really good, den ant and keith came and we play dota with noobs den after that we play -dm -ar. So farni lar, my team got lucky heroes again where our items matched real well with our last heroes. Lol, i got a lot of good heroes lar, pa,am, medusa lol, lucky i chiong perseverence from the start, wanted to make bf for pa but ended up as a linken for medusa and after that, our team just ruled the earth. Well after that, i went home and now i'm here getting really to sleep and feel much better alreadi. ciaoz. tmr's gonna be hell of a ride.