Dreaming the Dream, Walking the Walk & Living the Life,

With the CNY holidays ended, we were back to skool for Tutorial and Lecture and it was just so out place. No one had the mood to study to do work and on den there was Open House.

Well this year, i signed up for all six shifts at the Welcome booth, well i would like to have hopped around but wad can we do when it's just so busy at the booth. I think, this year i entertained less visitor and do more backstage work, carrying boxes and crates of goodie bags while in a half sick state. i was late to report as well cos my stupid bus broke down and so u could just feel how unlucky i was. i had popped a total of 8 panadols throughout the course of the day and the only thing that was keeping me going was seeing how tired everyone seemed to be as well. Oh well, then at nite, i had a huge headache trying to figure out how to do the financial part for ECD, fucking sick man, dunno how to do, aggravated my fever and yeah do until nearly died. In the end, i had to ask Ng Qi for half the morning off to rest. So in the afternoon, i was still a little bit weak and wobbly when i went for duty but yeah, i guess it was alrite. Overall,i tink the Open House went smoothly with few hiccups here and dere and i got to know quite a numbers of seniors, i would like to get to know more of them but i guess i just don't get the chance to. Oh wells. And i guess growing older really gives u a wider perspective on tings.

Okies, morning it was back to skool but somehow for the revision lecture, i just dun seem to catch any hints and then HRM okies onli, cos we were all kinda worried for ECD presentation. It fucking sucked man( ok i'm exaggerating), wee hon's overview was kinda too detailed and den in the end we had to rushed the rest of our parts and hence i cut my part to damn short leaving out the cashflow and other statements and den the teacher shot our group from ROI being too low, smack u ar, if i was having a headache and OH, i confirm with u our project would have been better lor. Well i guess this is overcommitting and thus compromising on quality. Den we had our ECD test results, knew i made quite a lot of careless mistakes hence results in a lot suay marks lost and i have to say i have to contented for not studying for ecd at all. I barely even read through the notes.

Den our BLAW presentation was the next day, and i was so wrong to have entrusted the work to a half demoralized person, peng. cannot blame him lar but yeah the 82 for project my gosh lor. If we had done it well, it could have at least been 88 or 90 lar. And you tink 5 marks 1% small deal, u're so so... i oso dunno wad to say lar. I mean when we do work, we do our best. Putting in Halfhearted work is no work at all.

the rest of the week was alrite at best. Friday, tot the guys were going out ended up, i got stranded in ps alone until 7 plus. I had went for course counselling at boon lay sec and it was really fun i guess, met this IS teacher damn happening guy his parents goes to St. Theresa and this BE lecturor whose son's is in SJI ncc and he kinda remember me. The O'lvls results had just been released and i could barely remember mine alreadi but i just felt that even now,it feels like i had under-performed for O's. Wad's done is done, i have to make the best of the moment now.

Den Ant came and we walked the whole of ps before we decided to have dinner at manhatten seafood. he was kinda sian and i was kinda tired and sian and we chatted about all those kind of stuff ranging from gals to church to life in general and wadeva not. I guess he was starting to feel the pressure of not having a date/ gf on Vday. And all i could say was like, well we shouldn't be rushed to find a gf for the sake of having one. We should wait for the correct one. But we both agree that there is no such thing as a perfect gal out dere, just like we ourselves were not perfect.
We ordered this flaming platter for two( basically is like a fish& co seafood platter for two lar) but it's cheaper and tastes slightly better. cos everything was fried and we were both starving.

Saturday, nua the morning away den went out around 5 plus. Nothing was planned, so i sms the gang to see who was free. Damn gay, onli me, kev and meng free onli. so we din go out in the end. I decided to go watch walk the line. it's really good, people who have lost sight of the future and lost faith in love, lost motivation, this is a show for u. You know, movies always makes like seem so simple because it makes all the events development so much faster. if u slowed it down, i guess it was have me so much more complicated with all those details.

Oh well, tot enuff for now, all i can say now to happy vday to those happy couples, and to those who are single and have no dates, dun worry heaven will smile on us someday. Well my wish list seems to be getting longer and the materials goods are not able to satisfy those temporary needs