Back to Church

Sunday morning, the church's renovation is finally done and so we're finally back in church. And i have to say, it feels so familiar yet so different. The place is so much cooler because of the airconditioning and the flat screen tvs have been installed to replace the use of missals and hymnals and the choir has the corner right hand of the side of church next to the altar all to ourselves. and it felt so much better as compared to have mass in the auditorium. No comparison man. The atmosphere is so much more different.

but somethings still are the same, the choir is still not proportionate with a ratio of like 3 guys to 15 gals. One more things, moving back to the church has actually given me back the reason to sing. I guess it has reminded me why i join the choir in the first place, to sing of God's praise in the house of god. And u know and u know because the church is so much more beautiful now, just looking up at the altar given up a sense of awe and inner peace. Well, todays' homily was about forgiveness and i guess i have to seek a lot of people forgiveness, especially from my family for all the wilful things i did.

I came back home, took some pills and immediately went be to sleep and I slept all the way past noon but i still felt so tired. Waking up to find the house empty was actually quite a good feeling. I could do anything i wanted to but yeah i had to study and i have to say, i'm a little afraid that i'll screw EC up not.. cos i cant answer many of the past year questions. So screwed up this is. I tink i'll leave this entry.