Hi, it's me again.... Well today's one of those days that i feel rather touchy. think it's cos of the fact i have very little interaction with ppl today. I guess i was rite to say that i would probably die or become one very very miserable bastard in i got stranded on an island alone.

Anyway i started out the day going to the esplanade library to study yep. I need a quiet place to read. So i took a cab down cos i was just plain lazy lar. and i have to start that the driver is a really pain in the ass lar. I want to rest a bit on the cab and he was like asking me stupid question like which i want to go when i discovered he already decided on the way there. Such an ass. And because of that route, i wasted like another 50cents at the very least cos he made one very big turn around marina. Idiotic. So anyway i was dere till bout 2pm before i headed to the bus stop to decide where to go. Cos i was a little drained from 2 whole hours of reading. And u know that when u're start losing ur focus, something else pops up in ur mind and u'll be like telling urself to concentrate. well that was it, i was like that on the bus. bout 240 i found myself at harbourfront. before i eventually decided to go home to continue my studying. But the reason i dun study at home was usually because of the TV, the heat and of cos all those weird noises. the lorry parking and u'll hear those funny beng music when they reverse, the children at the playground etc etc..

somehow i ended up watching cartoon on tv for a while before i went back to study and now i quite afraid i will do badly because i feel so insecure and not prepared. it's like i've prepared myself to do one thing go in and bullshit. and this feeling totally sucks. Gonna try and relax and den go back to studying