Escape to Weekend

Finally, the studying has begun and the long week is over and the weekend is here and i have another to rest up before i get back to eating and sleeping FMGT ,CMA, BLAW & HRM

well, blogger has been screwing up on me these few days, so i point formed my previous days entries

1) nua morning
2) Cut hair, end up jogging first
3) tired, + too much on scattered thoughts
4) cut hair- damn short now
5) Had lunch, wanted to watch movie ended up sleeping
6) woke up left for Echo
7) forgot to bring scores ended up studying HRM
8) went with BK to Suntec for Karl's
9) talked cock, didn't study, watched bk and guo cheng play arcade and went home
10) being with a pal who is willing to listen is so great, how i miss
being able to talk to someone without being judged as having ulterior
motives.

1) nua morning a while
2) Watched Marrying the Mafia 2 - good show
3) Went to kevin house for a while before heading to skool to study
4) watched the day turn to dusk and to night
5) went back chatted a while online, continued to study

1) went to skool for FMGT, very good lesson i must say
2) lots of things didn't understand
3) clarified somethings i didn't understand
4) Received my Zest Awards, damn cool sia, got red Ngee Ann wrapper
cert and wadeva not.
5) but as i look at it, i dun really think i deserved the award.
6) awards may be won, titles may be conferred, tributes given,
but ultimately, the quality representing these may not be present.
It is only when one come to realise that the greatest friend and enemy of all is yourself.

okies now let's talk about Saturday, I have to say overall, i found myself, one who is physically tired but with a heart and soul burning for the desire to express and be recognized and to be able to seek and see improvements.

it start off with me unable to get out of bed and den when i woke up to off the fan and nua a little i ended up onli rousing around 8 and i was like shit, i'm late. so i changed and headed to the taxi stand when i remember day could drive me. So i reach school around 830 and met up with Liana, waited for YinXue and den headed for sports complex for the "Refreshing Campus Run" Okies so it was, we registered, change into the tee shirt, did warms up and chat and chat and chat until the run started. it was kinda lame, the gals weren't really dere to run but dere for the sake of being dere. So they ended becoming my " lala" dui at the start and they walk the rest of the run. I had every intention to jog but not really run but ended up, the pace was a little slow and i was overtaking and overtaking until i was in the top ten before i even know it.And talk about the route being about 3km somehow i got a feeling it's barely 2km cos we finished the race in about less than ten mins. at the last part jun hao over took me and i was already kinda tired but at the 100 m i made a sprint for the finish.

My after tots from this morning wasn't so much about beating him, or how fast i ran or how of the gals look cute and sexy in their sports attire. But i was how the run reflected our life. My running style hasn't changed, i will never be first but neither will he be out of sight. and as person tire out i try to maintain my pace hoping to get a jolt of positive support once in a while. But somehow, it always seems like there will be some one who will come from behind and overtaking, challenging me when i am weak and powerless and then i will fight my rightful position at the finish. Is this really how my life is like, yes it seem to always has been, but will it always be like dat? i dunno but i growing tired of this. It almost seems like a vicious cycle that i cannot escape. But well Life IS a Cycle whether it is vicious or not.

Den after the run, we were entertained by the performer from the various clubs den we headed to KAP for an early lunch. We catched up a little before we parted our ways. I went to Bukit Merah to get some stuff before heading home to sleep but before i could settle down. i was alreadi 2 plus. i was in church at 3 for a wedding mass. the couple was this pair of lawyers and the bride was very pretty i have to say. The homily went some about how the two of them, whose professions have them dealing law, rules, regulations, policies act and whatever protocols, are able to find the one thing that transciends all boundaries and rules, Love for each other. Amanda sang the Ave Maria at the end which was very well done. It sounded as if it was from a track record. Gotta love her voice.

At nite, in few words, out in towns with the guys for pool and dota. Hopefully i be able to last few FMGT tutorial that i have thought of doing but haven got down to it tmr and finish the sept paper as well.