Feeling damn depressed now.
Tomolo Prelims results will be relieved, dun need to say also know i screwed it liao.
Saturday, was SJI's 151st Annual speech & graduation day. it was quite ok lar , later went out with JT and e12 ppl to eat at cuppage. after that went home.

I really tink my parents dun really know that the extend of their words. Went home, my mom told me that siong guan has grown a lot( very tall now). Why is she's telling me this when i wrote in the letter the i sometimes hated them for making me so short. What is her motive? I really wonder, Doesn't she know that it sometimes hurts me to know that physically i cannot be compared to some ppl.So what if i'm fitter, it will always remain a fact that people literally look down on me.

I was toking to HeXiang online, he told me that his mother scolds him cos he's not as tall as the other boys. that he's not eating enuff and everyting. when i read the words i was like that's not the way lor. If it was me, i tell i really might have committed suicide. it now like we're not trying to grow taller. Who's the one who gave birth to us. And what i can say is the apple doesn't fall far away from the tree. No matter how much taller we want to be, we can only be this much taller than our parents. HeXiang, btw, is not very short ar, he's still taller that me lor by bout 8 cm. Not Much??? ( "Ritezzz".....)

Den today, my dad was reading through the speech and graduation day booklet. I was telling i'm quite pissed cos i din get the lasallian leadership cert. After a while, he asked me this how come even a nerd like mark ooi can get the lasallian leadership cert and i can't. people are telling u that i am pissed i didn't get and u're telling me that he got it. And as a matter of fact mark din't get that cert. he got the distinguished service award which is EVEN better lar. And after that can still ask me why i'm so mad.

they tell me that i living a really good life and everyting, but so what ?? when ur words are hurting me .