Today morning, lazed in bed for the 5th time this week. Seriously man, when i have no obligations, i just slack. Set Alarm clock, the alarm clock rings, i switches it off and go back to sleep. And i was telling myself to wake up earlier. Haizz..
Aniwae, watch THat's Life, channel i 2.00pm. After that went out. I went to Sacred Heart Church for mass alone. The place is look really grand and lavish. Just one down side, it's a freezer in the church. Dunno the priest's name, but his sermon was quite good. He played a song by stevie wonder, tink it's Just called to say i love you. he was saying that it's someting we should all do that( say i love u to your love ones). but not as passing remark but coming from the heart. He even highlighted that it's quite hard to express such feelings but we should try.

In the 2nd reading, letter of st. paul to the coronthian, the words Love Is Always Patient & Kind,It Is Never Jealous,Love Is Never Boastful Or Conceited,It Is Never rude or selfish,It does not take offence,It is not Resentful,Love Takes no pleasure in other people's sins.But delights in the truth.It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to excuse and to endure whatever comes appeared. Man i tink i need to read the bible more sia.

to that special some1(keeping it vague)

thank you for all the kind words. There's this kind of comfort when toking to u. It's like ur one of the few people who truly understands me. Mayb not how i feel cos i'm not some1 whose comfortable talking bout my feeling. we've only met once or twice, and lots of hours chatting online. Once i even had a crush on you. :). Suddenly lost for words so aint going to continue liao.

A Summary of my CNY hols

new year's eve went to uncle's home for reunion dinner. We left rather late but was atonishing not the last group dere. Behind us was Dominic and his fiancee. Den san pa. Cos they came late, we were watching stupid shows on tv like becker. The Dinner was hmm wad is the word i would use...k... sumptuous but sort of out of proportions. The raw fish was meant for like 20 ppl when there's onli 12. if the end, just eating the vegetable and rawfish was filling alreadi. But it was good. After dinner, we had apple crumble courtesy of Ting Ting Jie. She's actually very nice, not wonder dom is marrying her. aniwae, went home played wc3 and watch the countdown celebrations.

new year's day woke up to go to church for mass, the mass was celebrated by 4 priest, father arro, father joe and two oversea priests. Father arro is amazing. he greeted us in malay, tamil, english and chinese. After mass, went home, was feeling sleepy so went back to sleep. Aroused from my sleep and went to freshen up before heading off to uncle joe's home. As usual, uncle benny talks too much and da pa leong is complaining i dun eat. oh well. Sadly i din get to see godpa and godma. went to ah ku's(maternal uncle) house after that. Saw a lot of my nieces and nephews. Kendrick, Karis, Dionis, Rachel, Roxanne, alvin, samual and lots more. Din do much dere, damn boring. Next stop was tua yi's(eldest maternal aunt) house. Tua yi, was my nanny since young, so i'm like a grandson instead of a nephew. ate linner( lunch x dinner ) dere. I help to wrap the dumpling that was going to be fried. cos we were quite early, there wasn't ani1 in. I went to sally's room to sleep. Den her fone rang, it was kendrick. Damn funny, i told him i was greg but he like huh. wad to do seldom tok to him had to tell him i was ah boi shu shu. Dunno why they all call me ah boi. Woke up played monopoly with Rachel, Roxanne and Regina( my sis). After the long and boring game, we watch shaolin soccer.( wad a spastic show). Went to zji yi ( second aunt) home, we slacked dere for a while, before we left toa payoh for home. Went American Idol, tell u ar simon is damn suan sia. If i was one of the contestants, i tink i wld have died.

day 2 slacked at home

Day 3 practically wasted the whole morning on the tv, played comp alittle, bathed and was going off to mr ang's place for legion gathering when the show that's life started. That's life is a really nice show. must watch. Got lost at toa payoh interchange cos i din know which bus to take to mr ang's house. called him and he directed me. reached his house lot of ppl were dere. 5 generation of qoas members were dere. Moses and Eugene were jamming on guitars, the sec 1&2 were on the PS2, the seniors( graduated) were playing blackjack. They were talking cock bout ppl born in the yr of the rabbit have good luck and shouldn't be trifled with.. what nonsense haha. Helped mr ang fry some tings for all of is to eat. Tink mr ang doesn't know much bout frying, we were frying potatoes puff( small hashbrows). But the outer layer wasn't fried properly the puffs began to fall apart. Mr ang didn't know this and decided to haul them out. it was a disaster. Den he added more puff into the oil. But there wasn't enuff oil so u should know wad hpn next. All in all it was a fun day. Miss all the ppl in sji.

Day4 Relatives came to my house, they played pairs and blackjack, i din join in cos i din like losing money. was playing starcraft and warcraft again. i was feeling very cold the whole day dunno why my leg was really numb. Watched J.A.G and Everwood. Den after that went online and saw kevin. he said he sold the cards for me, so happy i gonna be rich man.

was playing Jigs@w Puzzle Platinum. Dunno Y.. am very hooked on to it.
While doing it, i begun to tink that life is just like a puzzle.. but there many pieces. It seemed so confusing, so messi. den slowly the pieces come together and it begins to make some sense. Some puzzles are easy and can be completed fast, other puzzles are more complicated and take a longer time. But wadeva the case, eventually, we will be able to complete it as long as we dun give up and keep on trying. At the end, u discover that each pieces or each part of ur life is important, not matter how big or how small the piece is, without it the picture is not complete.

and to think i got this out of playing a puzzle

The Misconception that must be cleared today is that i am NOT attached. Dunno how come today siong guan ask me whether i got gf. this is just for clarification purposes. I'm like since when u see me going out with gals. Man since i know a lot of gals. and since when am i a playboy

Today woke up late again,can't help lar, no alarm clock, no need to go to skool, mum need help oso nv call me to wake up. Did some exercises and watched some old tapes to draw more inspiration. after tt went for guitar lesson. Again lar it's me holding back the class, sometimes i tink i'm not the guitar playing type but den i could play what he taught dere. Tink i need more practice... ya tink that's what i need. After guitar lesson , went around the place with randall, he was like searching for someting for Sarah. i didn't know why until he told me sarah gave him a watch for christmas. And i was like that watch aint cheat. no wonder he was looking for someting to give her.

Had a chat with alexandra, she said i've changed. She said i used to be super positive , full of determination...
I was tinking she might be right. I guess she's rite. in the past i'm very cheerful, and now i dun feel that cheerfulness anymore. Mayb it becos i haven got aniting to cheer about for a long time. That day i was playing starcraft with kevin alex and meng, i was very happy cos we were winning, but den when we were about to win, they decided to dessimate my base. Although i know it's for fun, it actually takes the joy out of the game. it also sometimes make me feel that they dun spare a thought for my feeling. From this i feel that even the simple joys i have is gone.

After watching a walk to remember, i actually can feel how Shane West's charactor felt about life. When one has gone
a few setbacks , be it minor or major, we tend to lose faith and sight of our goals. Mayb that the state i'm in now.

Dunno Why
Cos not in jc so a lot of time
pack my room found lots of files filled with notes.
Sometings interesting tt i found was the IPW project file from sec 1, PSLTC stuff and LLTC stuff
Looking back, i've discovered that the time that was spent is now over
and the people that were once dere are no longer that

After that clean my room windows, kao nv knew that they were so dirty. After that watch A walk to remember, it's really great( now i wonder why i din watch the movie in the cinema..damn man). a very touching film. Tink i'm gonna make a to do list for life too.

ok that's all for now.

Sianz..........
Today not too bad lar . Read, did a little exercise, played com but den a stupid fella had to spoil it. Dunno wad's his prob, say that i'm stupid after i explain someting to him. Still to think that i treated him as a friend. Den he was saying that i'm missing out on all the cute gals. this makes me wonder whether he's really my friend sai.