A Week at a Glance

A Week at a Glance

This week has been quite crappy... CIP's presentation is always haunting me. I can't seem to find my enthusism and Energy. Although something new is happening each day. It doesn't feel as exciting as it had ought to be. Quite a few ppl dao my smses this week but it's alrite. I understand that they're busy esp Randall who daoed me to play WC3 at Kevin's House. Lame Ass. My Control over myself is fading. Trying to restrain myself from having a outburst. It's sort of working but, it's taking a lot of my energy. Got Tables to tabulate, Work to catch up on, Stress to release. Seriously Tomorrow Must be a betta rite. It can get worst but let's hope it doesn't ;)

What Does This Mean?

At about 630am yesterday, we left Randall's home, when we were walking to the bus-stop, it's started to rain. It was a drizzle, it was a downpour with strong wind. Lucky we reached the bus stop just in time. Soon the bus arrived, we boarded the bus, found some seats and felt immediately to sleep. I stopped at TBP to change bus. Reached home bout 800am. I showered and went to sleep some more.

Woke up at bout 11 to watch TMNT, somehow was still quite sleepy, so i was only sort of awake at 1130. Watch a gundam a little, den had lunch, played wc3 den went to bath. Den i remember that i needed to register for NS( so sian lor). Sg came over to get tix for Kindred. Den went off to cine leisure. I bathed, changed into something comfortable den went to cineleisure to watch the fishsticks perform. it wasn't too bad, plus they had a lot of support from the SJI peeps. After their performance, i stayed to watch the next band, they was excellent. They're sounded a little like Linkin / Evanescense.


What Does it means to walk in crowded street, but feel lonely

After the performance, i went to Heeren, walked around for a while. Den i walked to PS, from there i took a bus to old SJI, went to Sts. Peter & Paul to buy something. Den took a walk back to PS. had a snack, den went to Novena Square to meet HeXiang. He quite fast lar, reach dere like 559. I was dere like since 530. So i sat down at MRT entrance and waited for him.At that time, i sat down and started to stone, i started to backtrack. Thinking what i had done and where i went today. This was when the question became apparent, what does it means to walk in a crowded street, but feel lonely. When you see happy courting couples holding hands, Groups of people happily chatting, it makes you wonder why are you there, having this feeling sadness and emptiness in your heart. After hexiang came, he did some errands den we headed off to SJI for kindred.

Kindred was a really great. The songs at the start were all very soothing. After kindred went to eat with Sg and friends at BK. Den i went home with him after that.

Hangover

Okies lar,at this moment, 0110 24 July 2004, i'm not at home at randall's home, they are currently playing mahjong after playing bluff. First time, i've drank alcohol, vodka lor. Dun like it.

Morning went to school for S&W, play badminton was really tiring and fun but don't think i have improve my bad skills thanks to dunno hu. After that had LMS, we were asked to drink a picture lar, i wanted to draw me hugging a teddy bear at the bottom of a waterfall with a hut with no window and a ajar door. Well the interpretation is for me to know and you to find out.

Hmmz... i just remember this strange dream i had yesterday morning. I went out with a one on one date with this person ( "dunno" hu) Den some1 she knew my dad, and said that we're gonna to go meet em, den we walked from somewhere in chinatown to dunno wad building where we did some shopping. Den suddenly gareth came into the picture, and i was laming wid him and the gal was quietly looking at the things on sad.  all i remember was that i was feeling quite cheerful/ high around her. But den i arouse in my room, and i heard my mum saying it's 615am.

okies after skool, went home had lunch, played wc3 den went to SJI to collect ticket for Kindred spirit. after that went to orchard. watched king arthur quite boring show i mean. Celebrated randall b'day and here i am now in his home

What is God Planning ??

At the start of the week, i was thinking that this week would be an exceptionally good week. The week began well, beautiful shapes and pic he was showing me in the sky. By the grace of god, i was able to renew my links with certain people. Everything was going well.

Den suddenly, something happened,  i forgot to do certain homework, lost certain thing( monday forgot to take water bottle, Tuesday lost digi cam, wednesday left file in class tot i lost it). Den today, i went out with my pals, we were talking bout a certain person. About something happening between him and the person due to something/ someone. I'm thinking why is this happening. Why is the fellowship breaking, our circle of friends why?

But as the self proclaimer of optismism, i have to say this, tomorrow will be betta and it will be. I just know it. By the way, i just watched Brotherhood. It's damn nice, i have to say not many movies can make me tear. The situation was something i could relate to, about some1 working really hard to accomplish his goal that he loses himself in the midst, by the time he realises what he has done, he is caught in a situation where the choices open to him are limited. Choosing one way that benefits the ones he loves over his own life.

 

The Day of Days
 

Okies Today went to SJI to buy tix for Gathering Of Kindred Spirit II. Met Mr Aaron Goh and Mr Jude Tan. They all seem fine. J.T as usual is trying to get us to come back as CLT. We know he's not preaching just that we don't think the unit has anything left for us to come back for. He told to go look at the big chicken outside the office and so after i went to order the tickets from Mrs. Tan. I went to look at the "Chicken".
 

Ok lar it's not a chicken, it's The Chief of Air Force Trophy , given to the BEST NCC(AIR) UNIT in Singapore this year BASED on 2003's results. It's really cool looking and just looking at it makes you feel a sense of accomplishment because it was my batch's BUC score. I would like to say that the award belongs to the unit ,not the Part Ds of 2003 alone( although i believe we did put in a lot of hard work rite? ) Soar to Greater Heights SJI NCC(AIR). Hope Masterplan 2006 ( wanna know ask me hor ) materialize.
 

After that went to school for boring lecture which i wasn't concentrating completely dunno why. Ok lar the lecturers quite boring. Got a sore throat, Diana u hai wo~!~! And so school ended at 430.
 

Went To orchard to meet Kevin, suppose to go watch Brotherhood. But Thanks to some1's GF, who refuse to watch, Me and Kevin cannot watch. And because of that, we loitered around Plaza Singapore for a very long time until i discover i had misplaced my digi cam. Grrr.. so we backtracked and couldn't find and we were like forgeddit liao. So we went walking down the escalator and i met Clara. Say hello to her and i left with the gang for Paradiz. We had dinner than we went to play pool. Pool was crap lor, my mind was on the cam, so i couldn't shoot any straight balls, all slices i mean cut balls.
 

For this para, i would like to thanks my camera for be so good to me for the past few months. Thank you for allowing me to take beautiful sceneries and lame picture, listen to mp3, record my weird voice. Thank you for your service, This is song is dedicated to you .... As we go on, we remember all the times we spent together... ( lolz.. it's onli a cam for goodness sake, how lame can i get ) 
 
 

Okies Staying Up very late tonight to make an effort to blog. After doing my LMS, i just remember how much i miss secondary school. I guess it's another phase in life, that will alway have a place in my heart.

Here's what sort of happened today. Went to school for CIP, Den OCOM tutorial, Spent time with my project group, Went for OCOM lecutre. Starting stoning for a while, think i've got it wrong. I'm a extrovertive introvert. I'm starting to not feel like speaking and just listen to ppl again. I mean like, i have always been a good friend not because i'm was a good talker, it was just because i was a good listener. My advices are not really that good but they're always good for a laugh.

After OCOM, was really damn stone, felt something lacking in the atmosphere again. Every time i going to that dream state, there will always be some asking me what's wrong. Somehow there's nothing wrong, it's just that i dunno what's missing. Went to NUS after eating lunch with Diana, Deborah, Andrew. Took fotos with my sister. After that went home and went out again to Taka to meet kevin and Sebbie.

From Taka Stadium, we walked to cineleisure, den went to emerald mos, we sat down and lamed for a while, after that went to play pool. Sebbie has just join the clan of pool players. So i now got another shi Mei. I have three Shi Fus, Da Shi Fu ( kevin), er Shi Fu ( Meng) and xiao Shi Fu ( henry). Now i have one more shi mei + alex ( shi di). It's so fun to crap such tings, make us feel more like a family eventhough we're not. Somehow whenever we're together, although nothing is said, the mood is alway one of peace and serenity and nv boredom or siansation.

I really thank god for sending me to SJI, I have found immense happiness even after leaving the school. The School had nv scarred me in anyway. Even if it did, it wasn't even the school, i was HQ NCC(AIR)( Thanks alot Joe Li).