The Dreamer

Okies, i've been wanting to post a really long entry when school started but somehow or another, it's not taking shape, and my mind is being filled with more stuff. And i think that the things that i had once loved doing is now becoming a very sickening and dull thing, why cos it takes two hands to clap and some how the others parties are not doing what they are supposed to be doing.

Today is just like any other damn day in school, must thank mrs lim for helping me arrange a make up tutorial for POA. then BMGT was quite interesting actually, but somehow the people around din like it lar, so they were complaining and i din want to make a fuss so i just shuddup and listen lar. And here's one big problem of mine. Because i dun want to make a big fuss, i just shuddup and somehow, not many people is getting my drift. We have so many projects to do, and the project is not taking shape lar. and seriously lor, it's due like next monday and damnit lar. I feel like i'm the only dick who is worried and make a damn fuss. Here's an analogy, Randall is good in dota, but it's still quite new to the game unlike me, ant, kevin. but he's the most pro in his other com team. so did his team win? and hence do you think my project will be a success? After school, i came home and first thing i did was to take a nap or i tot was a nap. I ended up sleeping for 4 hours. I felt really tired, tiredness after a long and tiring camp. after that i went to get my new pair of spectacle, doesn't look that different from my old one, but the psychologic effect is quite great, what i see now is making me think from another perspective.

Many people wonder why I love watching movies and animes so much. The truth is because, those movies somehow depict what i am unable to express. But den again, they are nice to watch. Especially, when no one wants to entertain you. Think i'm gonna end here for now......

I was borned by love, and it is by love that i shall live

I'm waiting for a dream to come true... But... when will it come true

Merry Christmas

First of all MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!. I just came back from church, it's the first time in a long time that i wasn't sitting with the choir. Well the 830 choir more or less boycotted the combine choir lar. there was onli Del, Q and Sheena from our choir inside. the rest was from the other choirs.

Before mass, i was feeling damn bored. So i sms partially every tom dick & harry and a lot of jane, mary lolz. i smsed everyone on my list lar, but discovered i cldn't msg a lot more cos i lost their no.s sad. So sorry if u din receive the sms from me, i most prob lost ur no. Send me an sms and i'll add u :).

saw esther, ivan, val, jasmine, ian, daniel, francis, gab, vincent and lot lot more. Esther, Val, Jasmine looked great. But i don't like Esther now, cos she doesn't have class on monday( lolz. jk)

Time to reflect and refract. I'm post it when i feel like.

"Don't Think Too Much. =)"

I'm terribly sorry if i seemed a little distant and if you think that i'm dao, i have say that you're terribly mistaken. On the way out of campus today, i was sorta in a daze, and on the bus also I felt really drained as in my positivity had been entirely been drained. I'm not talking about being physically tired but emotionally tired. Never would i have thought that having someone to talk to will be such a good charger.

I still remember the days in sji when me and alex will keep complaining about the seniors and how unfairly we were being treated. Now after graduating, we can still rmb that chats on the bus about school and NCC. Thinking of it, it was those moments that made meeting up to go home so enjoyable. But now, i've yet to find such a person. Haiz.